No.  I–a blogger using my free speech rights to voice an opinion that contradicts the pro-transition message being spouted by every mainstream media outlet in every Western country–am not the reason you want to kill yourself. 

If you are truly suicidal, you need help. If you are under 18, do your parents support you getting therapy? 

Have you bought the narrative that you must inject yourself with hormones and/or undergo plastic surgery, or life is not worth living? If you have, you need to point the finger where it belongs–at the activists and media which are purveying that message. 

There are plenty of ways to be gender nonconforming that don’t involve extreme medical intervention. I’m not going to stop encouraging people to think about other options besides suicide or the medical route.